Maybe I'm A Leech

I had hopes held so high that you would do it today. You didn't. I'm curious to see if you ever will, or will you just keep me anxious forever. I know your going to read this, maybe yell at me again, but I don't care, I'm going to get a point across.

To start off you were everything that I wanted. But then somewhere along the line, things crumbled and can't be fixed. I would do anything in the world to have everything fixed. But no, they can't. Taking my own life won't make anything better. I may have acted so immature during this whole situation, but it's a first so i'm not immune to it. Forgive me for being so childish. I think we really need to sit down and have a serious talk, you know like to see if we could swing thru this. We need to make a decision we both agree on. I;m hoping this is all going to work out. If it doesn't, my next blog will be very depressing.