So..

I may have lost everything. Well at least everything that was once my world. But it all happened for a reason right? God is doing this for the best right? Are two doors going to now open? Maybe one day I'll wake up and realize everything was just stupid and laugh about it. Or I'll wake up and just hate myself for doing the stupid things I did. Everyone tells me, "You'll wake up and he'll come back to you, it may not be now, just give it time and he will." I hope that is what will happen. If you decide to come back, I'll be here. I'll be like the man who can't be moved..