What the heck? I'm so tired of this crap. The constant shaking, the tears, the thought of all the stuff I did wrong. A question for you, was I really not enough? People say when you find the person you love, no one else should matter. I must have not been the one you loved. I really don't care if you get mad at me for this, I'm just explaining my feelings. You don't know how much I hate myself for not talking enough to you, for not taking your advise, not being pretty enough, for not being nice enough. If I could, I totally would. You know what I'm talking about. Just to let you know, I don't look any other guy in the eyes like I do to you. The hole just got deeper. "It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife." That song describes all of my feeling right now. I want you to know that every tear I shed these past few days, have been because of you. Tey, my best friend, says I should hate you for what you did, but I still love you. Just let you know, I'm trying to be what your dying to see, but I guess I'm not trying hard enough. Ugh I keep shaking so excuse me if there are any errors on this. There were and are no other guys that were in my life, none of them were cute. I didn't even think of other guys in that way. Don't believe any of the crap anyone says about me. You should know what's true and not. But go ahead don't believe me..
Oh and I don't care if my grammar/spelling sucks. Shoot me if it is, that sounds much better than this crap.
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