Hesitation

I have never wanted to quit more in my life than today. It was horrible. I never thought I would actually want to quit cheer. Like yeah, I would say that I didn't like it at times, but man today blew it. I broke down and cried and cried and cried. I thought about actually quiting. Like the older girls just pushed the limit. And I know they are supposed to be all strict and what not..its just coming on all way too fast. Its really a big jummp for me. Well i don't know. Its just hurting my feeling I guess.