It's becoming daily

I have to remind myself everyday about you. I can't close my eyes and count to three and just be over you. It's not that easy. See, I think you became a part of me somewhere down the road. And I can't get that part out of me. Even though I remind myself that you don't like me and you have a new girlfriend, I cannot let go. Everyone keeps telling me, "Oh your so much better than him." or, "How could you let him hurt you, he looks gay!" You think that would help me get over you, but it doesn't. Here I am, being stupider than ever, still liking you when I know I shouldn't and I know I'm just gonna get hurt again. But something keeps whisperering to me, "Come on, he can change, proove everyone wrong and he'll like you again." Is that fate talking to me, or is it fake? I'm not sure, but it sounds so real. I don't want to get hurt again, and I know I am, but I just can't let him go..